No, I am not "throwing" anything away. Sinfar is still my community but in the light of a new game client that Sinfar can't officially support for now, why not help making 1.69 servers thrive. There will also be a "NWN:EE" compatibility plugin added soon.
At the same time, many of you already have access, but here's where you can find "ERFs" that are public, even if you are not a builder:
An "ERF" is like a small part of Sinfar module which is made of ~300 of them.
So for example this one contains all spells: https://nwn.sinfar.net/erf_list.php?sea ... h_value=45
... So you can what a spell do exactly and you can't complain anymore that "Mav keep changing stuff", just click the history button and check.